Am fed up

Umm today I dont really know what am feelin

but i feel bored

I feel lonely

I hate it when am awake and she z sleepina

and when i sleep she z awake

I tried my best to sleep and wake with her at the same time

 but she is not helping me

umm sometimes I feel that when u love someone dont show ur feeling alot its better

cuz when they know thaat u love them to death they start to go far from u

umm am confused

when am sleeping she z awake

when I wake up her net is not working

when I wanna talk I fall a sleep

when I miss her am alone

when I need to talk to her the most I keep looking but i cant find her

when I feel am in pain I want her but I just keep looking

 she z trying her best

and when she z awake waaaw she never disappears

I dont know y? but am afraid that  now she recognized and she z sure
about my love so she dont care any more

am really afraid that she z feeling bored with me and maybe

she just wanna go forever

I cant lose her

I dont want to lose her

yes I do love her and alot

plz everybody just pray for me that we stay together for ever